So Christmas is over and its on to the New Year. I hope you all have a happy and prosperous New Year and many blessings!!! =)

Christmas week...

So who's ready for Christmas?? ehh? lol well I'm close but not ready..I'd like to do more..I'm just gonna do all that I can! :) Merrrrry Christmas!!! :D And God Bless.

So Christmas is just around the corner. The time when family and loved ones get together to celebrate Christ's birth. I don't know what we will do for Christmas this year...I wish I could be with my friends since I can't buy anything. lol I'd like to just visit people and relax...I don't know what will happen thooo lol :p So make the time you have with your family and loved ones something special to remember for years to come! :) and stay safe!

What love is

Love can pass.

Love can start.

Love can't be forced.

Its like a flower, It develops and needs water,

If it doesn't get water it dies just like the love.

It grows up to be a big beautiful flower to give its

Seeds to other creatures to live on again in an other Flower.

Like love flowers can never die.

They live on in your memories.

Like an beautiful flower this song will never die. It will live on in my memory.



A little something i read from an anonymous passionate person..may we all be like that eh ;)

Too fast..

Okay..like life has gone way too fast lately..its November now...summer is gone and fall will soon follow. I feel so bas for not blogging like earlier..life has been really stressful. So.not much has been happening here..thats why its been so stressful..ppl we need to be busy!! lol living each day to our last..each moment we don't take for granted...the people in our lives we don't take for granted either. Relish each and every moment..every "i love you" every hug..ever smile..they are all important. Each moment of prayer we have..each moment of life we breathe and live through. Carpe Diem! Seize the day! :)

Reflection..

Thats about it..lol..reflecting....

Summer is almost gone

Oh how life quickly moves on from day to day. Because it moves so quickly there is one thing to remember to receive the fullest from day to day..."live each day as your last..love like there is no tomorrow, dance like a child and forgive completely" You won't be sorry for living this way...and I cannnot stressss to much NOT to STRESS...aahahhaha...relaxx take like as it is...simply. :)

Welll its been raining steady for over a day now...I sorta feel rained out :P lol buuuut since we were having a drought this way it won't kill everything we had growning...we lost a lot in the dry spell. soo its alll good :)
ok ok this might sound wierd..but lately I have been having De javu like crazy lately..idk y...:p sooo now u now my secret powers!!!:P hahahaha

Very interesting

Welll, I think the drought may be over tho' idk...see it was soooo dry....everything was dying...welll we got a severe storm that just poped up outa no where..we had no warning...welll it hit with lots of wind..and it downed out smaller willow tree.. :( so that is gone...it has been raining cats n dogs here for a day now..haha...talk about interesting...one day to the next is sooooo different! Well that's life..i guess Im gonna have to get used to it.
Its raining here..sorta lonely n sad...haha...oh welll :) Take care everyone! :)

Drought..hope not!

So lately here it has been so dry that everything is wilting and drying up...the grass is allll umm brown...it hasn't rained in 8 or 9 days...not good really we need rain bad!!!

So anyways...I finally found our weights! LOL! soooooo now I can go back to exercising! ;) soooo away I go!!!!!! muscle!!!! :p

July....5th....

Ok so its July now...ugh! I don't like the time going by sooo fast! anyways...Its sorta like a drought here really dry and no rain for the past few weeks...not great!
I'm so gonna enjoy my next two days bfore I have to go back to work! lol

Evenin' People! :)

summer where are you going?!

I can't believe that tomorrow is July 1. :( I always get sooo low at this time of year even tho its my favorite time of year. I really enjoy summertime...then I have to work...so I really enjoy it more. lol I am tireddd (yawn) soooo since I have to go to sleeeeeep here is a saying I found


"Years teach us more than books." That is very true...I have learned more from years of life than I have in books, my job I learned on the spot. I didn't use books. lol

Welll nighty!!! :)

War Of My Life - John Mayer (HQ + LYRICS) BATTLE STUDIES

There is this song I really like, and it says
"All the suffering and all the pain never left a name,
I'm in the war of my life, at the door of my life,
Out of time and there's nowhere to run,
I'm in the war of my life, at the core of my life,
Got no choice but to fight 'til it's done."
It really is one of the best songs I have heard...um today! :P hahaha
I am doing ok...I walked about a mile today...it's too bad that I couldn't
walk right off the earth while I was walking. I am so confused lately. idk y.
So many things have changed, gone wrong, will never be the same. sighss anyway.
Have a good evening everyone...hahhahahaha nobody reads this :P

John Mayer - Tracing

I love this song!!!

Whatever Will Be- Vanessa Hudgens

"Whatever Will Be"

Sometimes I feel like I'm a bird with broken wings
At times I dread my now and envy where I've been
But that's when quiet wisdom takes control
At least I've got a story no one's told

[Chorus]
I finally learned to say
Whatever will be will be
I've learned to take
The good, the bad and breathe
'Cause although we like
To know what life's got planned
No one knows if shooting stars will land

These days it feels naive to put your faith in hope
To imitate a child, fall backwards on the snow
'Cause that's when fears will usually lead you blind
But now I try to under-analyse

[Chorus]

Is the rope I walk wearing thin?
Is the life I love caving in?
Is the weight on your mind
A heavy black bird caged inside?

Say
Whatever will be will be
Take
The good, the bad
Just breathe

'Cause although we like
To know what life's got planned
No one knows if shooting stars will land

Whatever will be will be
I learned to take
The good, the bad and breathe
'Cause although we like
To know what life's got planned
Thing like that are never in your hands
No one knows if shooting stars will land

Can't believe

Last year at this time I would have never guessed that I'd be at this point in life...I thought it would be different...better...ok I thought it would be the best time in my life...but I guess that's just a feelin' and is not a solid thing to base the future on. Last year it was so....un-explainiably happy at this time. I guess at this point in time I won't try to figure out why it happened...I am just focusing on where I want to go and who I want to be. Focuse on ME! :p lol well not too much that I become self-centered...but in the past I didn't do anything for myself..I didn't make time for me. So what happened is that I gave to everyone around me...gave and gave...slowly gave everything to everybody else. So now I have to take care of me..because eventually everybody I gave to will not be there...so in the end I'll still have to take care of me so I might as well make me strong! :)

amazing

It's amazing how life suprises me...thru all that happens even if it is bad or painful it suprises me how I handle it and continue thru the difficulties. I have taken a hard blow lately...but I am amazed by how I have handled it. Maybe it is all he prayers I have said...or maybe I have learned a valuable lesson and now my mind can move on...idk really I don't. Even though I don't like the pain I have been thru it is necessary for me to understand and continue on with life. In the end I have one saying of advice that everyone should remember....

"always be honest no matter how hard it is, don't lie, or sumdge the truth to that which you believe may be better... be kind but just tell it how it is" this is where I have learned a lot...maybe way beyond my years idk.

In life..

In life we only truly love once with all our heart. When you find that one don't ever let go! Not much happening today...saw some really great old friends from South Africa wed night! ;) That was a lot of fun...we had a thunderstorm last night and we are luck we didn't get hail and that our garden survived!! sighss and it's the weekend again! man...oh welll...have a great weekend everybody!!!!

Hot weather

So over the past few days it has begun to feel more like summer each passing day. We have a garden planted and we have tomatoes, broccoli, cucumbers, watermelon, spinach, lettuce, green beans, oh yeah carrots, and peas...I think that is about all. ;) Today it got as hot as 95 degrees!! :O that I have to say is hot!! Still looking for that summer job...gotta keep looking!! :)

A neat poem

Here is a poem a friend gave me... the message is profound and I want to learn how to live my life like this. It is important to learn and enjoy each day like this.

"SLOW DANCE"
Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain?
Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a
butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the
fading night?
You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
Do you run through each day
On the fly?
When you ask How are you?
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?
You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
Ever told your child,
We'll do it tomorrow?
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?
Ever lost touch,
Let a good
friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say,'Hi'
You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
When you run
so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the
fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry
through your day,
It is like an unopened
gift... Thrown away.
Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over.

*You only live once, but if you work it right, once is enough.

*Life isn’t worth living unless you’re willing to take some big chances and go for broke.

*The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this: Decide what you want.

*Life is like a hot bath. It feels good while you’re in it, but the longer you stay in, the more wrinkled you get.

*God, if I can’t have what I want, let me want what I have.

*And in the end, it’s not the years in your life that count. It’s the life in your years.

*Our lives are like a candle in the wind.

*Life is like an onion: You peel it off one layer at a time, and sometimes you weep.


*Life without love is like a tree without blossom and fruit.

*Life is what happens to you while you’re working for your future.

*I love my past. I love my present. I’m not ashamed of what I’ve had, and I’m not sad because I have it no longer.

*Love the moment. Flowers grow out of dark moments. Therefore, each moment is vital. It affects the whole. Life is a succession of such moments and to live each, is to succeed.

*Love doesn’t make the world go ’round; love is what makes the ride worthwhile.

*Life resembles a novel more often than novels resemble life.

*Life is just a mirror, and what you see out there, you must first see inside of you.

*Man who waits for roast duck to fly into mouth must wait very, very long time.

*Our own life is the instrument with which we experiment with the truth.

*There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle.

*There is only one success-to be able to spend your life in your own way.

11 hints for life..

"Eleven Hints for Life"

1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return.
But what is more painful is to love someone and never
find the courage to let that person know how you feel.

2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who
means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was
never meant to be and you just have to let go.

3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a
porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away
feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose
it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been
missing until it arrives.

5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an
hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it
takes a lifetime to forget someone.

6. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth,
even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you
smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day
seem bright.

7. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go,
be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and
one chance to do all the things you want to do.

8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it
hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck
a life. A timely word may level stress. But a loving word may
heal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best
of everything they just make the most of everything that comes
along their way.

11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with
a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone
around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die,
you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.

- Unknown

Sticky Summer Weather...Ok Spring ahah

Well this past week was cool then it became sicky and hot like July...so hot our deck was too hot to stand on...only run across to the nice cool grass. ;) Today is just as humid as yesterday....we just have a small river in our backyard today. lol ok so not much happening here...sewing for my mom b/c she might have back surgery..tho' idk she is at the Orthopedic surgen today having a apppointment. hum...I've still been job searching...ahahhaha it's like tyring to find a needle in a haystack!! argh..even if I had a college degree it still would be hard...hum....lol can you tell I am sorta board!?! :P ahahahha

Ok for today here is something to bring smiles:"An honest seven-year-old admitted calmly to her parents that Billy Brown had kissed her after class. "How did that happen?," gasped her mother.
"It wasn't easy," admitted the young lady, "but three girls helped
me catch him."" rofl!!!!!

So life is a challenge..

Life is a challenge...finding who we are and our unique gifts that makes us an individual. Don't be discouraged when life hits you hard in the face and says "hey I am hard you are going to have to fight to win" By remembering the saying "To win you must first see yourself as a winner"

There is the race of finding ourselves and becoming the person God created and then the race to be a winner for heaven. No matter how hard life gets we can't dwell on our hardships but look forwad and leave behind our fear to move on.

No matter how often you fall you haven't lost.

Another spring day

Today was a cooler day...but got warm and sunny! Not a very interesting day. I went to the Dermatologist and after that my dad had me drive home! :D oj yeah that part was fun. My mom went to the Ciropractor, but for her broken tail bone idk wut will happen. Ok so yeah I am actually getting tired of all this job searching...like it's wearing on me. I wish i could go on a vacation like my one friend and she posted pictures of her vacation!!! That would be lovely! Ocean...sand....sky the blue sky...hehe and some good lemondae!!! :D And i got the lemonade from all those lemons that came my way in life.

life....is good..

Life is good it all depends on how we use our attitude. Your attitude will change the day...either for good or for bad. Managing and maintaining a good attitude is mostly how well we rely on God. When we give our sorrows and troubles to Him we are able to manage our attitude with His help and He will maintain them. Keep looking up... and by the way...my first blog! ;)