Can't believe

Last year at this time I would have never guessed that I'd be at this point in life...I thought it would be different...better...ok I thought it would be the best time in my life...but I guess that's just a feelin' and is not a solid thing to base the future on. Last year it was so....un-explainiably happy at this time. I guess at this point in time I won't try to figure out why it happened...I am just focusing on where I want to go and who I want to be. Focuse on ME! :p lol well not too much that I become self-centered...but in the past I didn't do anything for myself..I didn't make time for me. So what happened is that I gave to everyone around me...gave and gave...slowly gave everything to everybody else. So now I have to take care of me..because eventually everybody I gave to will not be there...so in the end I'll still have to take care of me so I might as well make me strong! :)