summer where are you going?!

I can't believe that tomorrow is July 1. :( I always get sooo low at this time of year even tho its my favorite time of year. I really enjoy summertime...then I have to work...so I really enjoy it more. lol I am tireddd (yawn) soooo since I have to go to sleeeeeep here is a saying I found


"Years teach us more than books." That is very true...I have learned more from years of life than I have in books, my job I learned on the spot. I didn't use books. lol

Welll nighty!!! :)

War Of My Life - John Mayer (HQ + LYRICS) BATTLE STUDIES

There is this song I really like, and it says
"All the suffering and all the pain never left a name,
I'm in the war of my life, at the door of my life,
Out of time and there's nowhere to run,
I'm in the war of my life, at the core of my life,
Got no choice but to fight 'til it's done."
It really is one of the best songs I have heard...um today! :P hahaha
I am doing ok...I walked about a mile today...it's too bad that I couldn't
walk right off the earth while I was walking. I am so confused lately. idk y.
So many things have changed, gone wrong, will never be the same. sighss anyway.
Have a good evening everyone...hahhahahaha nobody reads this :P

John Mayer - Tracing

I love this song!!!

Whatever Will Be- Vanessa Hudgens

"Whatever Will Be"

Sometimes I feel like I'm a bird with broken wings
At times I dread my now and envy where I've been
But that's when quiet wisdom takes control
At least I've got a story no one's told

[Chorus]
I finally learned to say
Whatever will be will be
I've learned to take
The good, the bad and breathe
'Cause although we like
To know what life's got planned
No one knows if shooting stars will land

These days it feels naive to put your faith in hope
To imitate a child, fall backwards on the snow
'Cause that's when fears will usually lead you blind
But now I try to under-analyse

[Chorus]

Is the rope I walk wearing thin?
Is the life I love caving in?
Is the weight on your mind
A heavy black bird caged inside?

Say
Whatever will be will be
Take
The good, the bad
Just breathe

'Cause although we like
To know what life's got planned
No one knows if shooting stars will land

Whatever will be will be
I learned to take
The good, the bad and breathe
'Cause although we like
To know what life's got planned
Thing like that are never in your hands
No one knows if shooting stars will land

Can't believe

Last year at this time I would have never guessed that I'd be at this point in life...I thought it would be different...better...ok I thought it would be the best time in my life...but I guess that's just a feelin' and is not a solid thing to base the future on. Last year it was so....un-explainiably happy at this time. I guess at this point in time I won't try to figure out why it happened...I am just focusing on where I want to go and who I want to be. Focuse on ME! :p lol well not too much that I become self-centered...but in the past I didn't do anything for myself..I didn't make time for me. So what happened is that I gave to everyone around me...gave and gave...slowly gave everything to everybody else. So now I have to take care of me..because eventually everybody I gave to will not be there...so in the end I'll still have to take care of me so I might as well make me strong! :)

amazing

It's amazing how life suprises me...thru all that happens even if it is bad or painful it suprises me how I handle it and continue thru the difficulties. I have taken a hard blow lately...but I am amazed by how I have handled it. Maybe it is all he prayers I have said...or maybe I have learned a valuable lesson and now my mind can move on...idk really I don't. Even though I don't like the pain I have been thru it is necessary for me to understand and continue on with life. In the end I have one saying of advice that everyone should remember....

"always be honest no matter how hard it is, don't lie, or sumdge the truth to that which you believe may be better... be kind but just tell it how it is" this is where I have learned a lot...maybe way beyond my years idk.